CONVERGENCE
method
The blending of masculine and feminine energies to passionately, purposefully, powerfully, truly "show up" in life.
a personal experience of the Devine
Something’s shifting inside me. Not just in thought, not just in feeling—but deep in the currents beneath the surface. There's a pulse I can’t explain, a rhythm I didn’t learn, but somehow, I remember.
It’s like my spirit is no longer content to float just above the body, whispering wisdom from a distance. No—she's diving in. Full-bodied. Full-hearted. She wants in. Wants to taste the blood in my veins, wants to wrap herself around my spine and ride the waves of every breath I take.
And I'm letting her.
Because the line between what I used to call “spiritual” and what I used to call “physical”... it's gone soft. It's melting. There's no hard edge anymore, just a dance of energy—swirling, spiraling, becoming. What I used to experience as a whisper from the beyond, I now feel as a somatic storm. Tingling on the skin. Pressure behind the eyes. That sacred flutter in the gut that says, Yes, yes, this is it...
The Feminine within me—she’s not asking for silence or stillness. She’s asking for surrender. She doesn’t knock politely. She floods. She floods the boundaries between flesh and light, thought and instinct. And in that flooding, I don’t lose myself. I find myself. Not in the mind. Not in the stars. But in the body. Right here. Right now.
There are moments where I can feel the harmonizing of my inner layers—my soul, my breath, my cells—all vibrating together in a single ecstatic hum. Not separate. Not compartmentalized. Just me, in my wholeness. A being of energy, feeling herself fully, finally, without filters.
And it’s not always gentle. Sometimes it surges. Sometimes it breaks me open with tears, with fire, with waves of heat rolling through my hips or heart. But it’s real. It's alive. It's sacred.
This is the new experience. A merging of spirit and skin. A communion that’s not up there in the sky, but right here in the tender terrain of my body. Every cell singing the truth of who I am.
I don’t reach for it anymore. I become it.
And in that becoming—I remember that this, this fully embodied, vibrating, sacred experience... is the divine.
